i liked the way
you stared at me when i walked into the room
you looked at me like i was the light
in a room full of darkness

i liked the way
you caught your breath
every time you saw me smile
you said it was
the most beautiful you'd ever seen

i liked the way
you looked at me
like i deserved much better
i liked the attention i got from you

for the first time in my life
i felt important

but as always
i knew it was too good to be true

you left
like everyone else does
even though you swore you were different
but i was desperate and naive
to feel wanted
to be loved
to be someone's first choice

but you proved me wrong
you reminded me
that i really am a nobody
you reminded me that i truly dont deserve anyone