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Here I Am Again

January 10, 2014
By Chubby_Hearts PLATINUM, Beaverton, Oregon
Chubby_Hearts PLATINUM, Beaverton, Oregon
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Favorite Quote:
“Each and every one of us has a fire that burns inside us. They can try like hell to put it out, but as long as we know in our minds who we are meant to be, they will never stand a chance.”
― Andy Biersack


Here I am again
Back into the same patterns
I don't know why
I just do
There is never any thought
Just action
People wonder all the time
But I don't care
I don't mind wearing heavy clothing
Even when it's too hot out
I pick up this razor
Craving the feel of the slice
I can practically taste
The blood on my lips
Sliding down my throat
Bandages in reach
I place the blade against my skin
Cold to the touch
Remembering the pain
I drag it across
Feeling the way the veins open
I know the blood's coming
One slice for one reason, one pain
My body covered once more
Society opens up to me
Nobody knows the dark secret I keep
Nobody would care
Once again I fall into the pattern
And now I can feel my breath
Coming in short, slow
I know that I am leaving
Please nobody go on
Grieving over me
Here I am again
Lost in my own despair



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