Why should a 16 year old have to go through court,
live in fear for two years that he will find her,
be too scared to be home alone alone.
She doesn't want tho have the fear that someone is watching her.
He is going to jail.
But her fear of ever being attacked again haunts her.
Kids at school make jokes, misuse the word,
all that does for her is bring back the flashbacks.
she thought she was healed.
She didn't have the mental problems anymore but she does and she always will.
she knows she cant change what happened,
she knows the flashbacks will never completely stop.
she just wishes the people around her would.