The feeling of hurt and hate you get when someone you love so much, opens a scar that was once so deep and took so long to heal. You don't know whether to forgive and to forgive and forget or never let it go.. All it does lingers in your mind forever. Bottled up emotions. That you never show till it's filled to the brim and ready to blow. It's like bringing up the most painful thing in your past and cramming it in your face over and over again. Having more respect for them no not bring up what had happened in their past. It's not right. ITS A BLOW UNDER THE BELT!! not easy to forgive