My heart was ripped out of my chest
by the words that spilled out of my mouth
Your pleas for some kind of reaction from me
nearly brought me to my knees
After so much time
I couldn’t stand to say the words again
the tears spilling out over my cheeks
As i try so hard to make what i said stick
in your mind
and in mine
Those three words were sealing a fate
that I didn’t think was mine anymore
I thought that you weren’t mine to keep
Not mine to hold
Not mine to kiss
Not mine to love
You asked about my feelings to see they were still there
I didn’t want to answer because my only option
telling you the truth
Here is the truth
I love you
I wish you the best
even if it wouldn’t be with me
I missed you as soon as
i tried to let you go
I can’t let you go
You are so deeply engraved in my heart
That you can’t leave me completely
There is no life after you
I need you like I need the air we breath
and that is the reason i have to try again
You are my everything.