goodbye?

this is the end?

of the path we have been creating

goodbye?

a pat on the back

a shake of the hand

don't wish me a good bye

don't you dare turn your face and say sorry

I spit your name between my teeth

I loved you!

I loved you!

at least I thought I did

oh don't you remember we made plans to grow old

we where going to have kids

be a family!

and now you want to say you never loved me

get out of my heart

get out of my mind

your worth less than nothing to me

you meant everything to me!

you were my world

my sky, the song in my mind

how could you

how could you just toss me aside

I hate you

you know this right

I gave my heart

my breathe

effort, energy!

and for what?

for this

for you to say you used me

for you to say you never cared

well good, fine

glad that's established

you knew I loved you!

but the fact that you don't love me back?

well that's not as heart breaking as the truth

you drove me to hate you!

you know me so well

you knew just how to twist and break me

well congratulations

I hate you

with every fiber of my being

your name makes my skin crawl

your name haunts my nightmares

oh how can I forgive you!

but the sad part is,

you don't want me to

I hate the fact that you made me waste my life

I hate the fact that I tried

and you sat back and laughed

I hate the fact that I loved you

but most of all

I hate the fact that you let me fall