My heart is torn
I cry
My heart cries.

I can't deal with the pain of losing you
I can’t hold anything in.

My love for you is and always will forever be
It has grown bigger with the thought of losing you
I fumbled your heart
And I will fight to pick it back up
If you will let me have it.

I should have never tried this.
Anger and pain is what I will hold in my heart for this
And I am truly sorry.
The pain is more than I can bear.
Crying myself to sleep,
Losing my mind,
Going hours without you.

I just need one more chance.
I have shared things with you
That I haven't shared with anyone else in this world.
I want to be the one who cares for you.
I will forever want you back.