There is monster
I see in the mirror
Isn't what I want to see
Its killing me from the inside
The hold on me is frightening
truly horrifying
That monster inside of me
Black as the night, that runs through my blood
My heart its prey
It turned cold
Weather words or by action did it grow
I just don't know
Caging my desire
Making a puppet out of me
But it will no longer
That's just not me
Im a human
not the monster I've been become
A shell of my former is all I got
Its not me
Its you
You got to go
Your not welcome here anymore
Im staring at the mirror
But I still don't recognize my self
The whispers of doubt
No more
Of fear
I don't think so
Of pain
Fine I'll pay the price
But not cause I hid away
I thought my monster was a protector
That it was good for me
But now i see
Its just killing me