Since the day you passed a lot has changed.
Thoughts of you change everday.
So many questions still unanswered.

-If I had asked you to hang out more that night would you have stayed longer?

I was mad at you when I realized what you had done.
How could you do that to us?
I didn't know it was that bad for you.

-Did you think we wouldn't miss you?

Everyone misses you.
I hope you're up there enjoying yourself.
Maybe you have made some friends.
I hope the best for you.

-Do you wish you would have stayed?

I don't think about you everyday. After the days of not thinking about you I feel guilty.
I hope you're not mad at me.

-Do you miss our old times?

I'm glad you're not in pain anymore.
I wonder if you watch over me and think of me.
Do you miss me?
Or even anyone else?

-If you could come back would you?

On the days I don't think of you, I feel guilty.
I haven't forgotten you.
I have accepted what happened and moved on.

-Are you mad at me?

I enjoy most days and sometimes I hope this is all a lie.
I was convinced it was a joke.
A cruel one but a joke.

-Do you wish it was a joke?

It's not a joke and you won't be coming back, ever.
I'll see you again and we will talk like before.
I miss you.

-I love you Kiersten Marie.