How can I put this in a way that would make sense when honestly it makes no sense to me? How can I tell you that I miss you and that my moving on was a sham when in reality I'm unsure if I'm not moved on. How do I explain that the feelings of resentment are only directed at myself? It's impossible to say that I don't want a relationship with someone else. But then again I don't even know what it is that I'm feeling for this other person! I'm not sure if i like him or if I'm desperate for love since you broke me down so hard. Why did you break me? You promised that you would never hurt me and that you loved me, was that all a lie? Was every I love you just an act? Did all the time we were together mean nothing?!? I wish I could hate you, I wish that your name made bile threaten to emerge. But all it does is make my cheeks flustered and my eyes tear up. Thanks for killing my heart.