Diversity is always purposefully this is not a university. Is it worth it to stay? Is it worth it to leave? I'm sorry when are you going to stop asking questions? Personally I believe that you can be who you want to be. If you choose to ride with you, you can see who you strive to be. In the free world you can experience the thrive and drive to complete you. You can't throw down books though because studying is how you make the dough. you don't have to say " Rain, rain, go away, come back another day." When you feel good it will move out of your way. You have to create your own path so do the math. Remember hit the books they don't hit back. I am about to graduate so I am getting paid. I think I am about to have a heart attack.