August 27, 2013
You know, sometimes I feel so awful.
I just want to kill myself.
I imagine myself pulling a gun and blowing out my head.
I imagine myself pulling a knife and stabbing my heart.
But the death I crave for most is to skydive.
I wish to skydive, but without a parachute, some day.
Oh yes, I imagine slicing my head off with a rusty sword.
But none of that matters now.
It will all be over soon.
You’ll see.

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Mckay This work has been published in the Teen Ink monthly print magazine. said...
Sept. 13, 2013 at 6:11 pm
I'm with Angie. Don't kill youself. Yes, life is tough. And I want to do half or more of those things you names sometimes. But in spite of the hardships silver linings do exists. Very sincere for me...that is, the emotions of your poem. 
Ghrenqi replied...
Sept. 14, 2013 at 11:51 am
Thank you so much for reading so many of my poems. It means so much to know that I can entertain at least someone with my poems. But really, the silver lining for me is ridiculously huge. My life is amazing, but it's really only picked up a few years ago.
AngiePangie said...
Aug. 30, 2013 at 11:28 am
Don't kill yourself! You have so much to live for!
Ghrenqi replied...
Aug. 31, 2013 at 10:53 am
Thank you for caring, but I just wrote what I was feeling right then. I don't actually want to kill myself. I really do have an amazing life.
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