All Nonfiction
- Bullying
- Books
- Academic
- Author Interviews
- Celebrity interviews
- College Articles
- College Essays
- Educator of the Year
- Heroes
- Interviews
- Memoir
- Personal Experience
- Sports
- Travel & Culture
All Opinions
- Bullying
- Current Events / Politics
- Discrimination
- Drugs / Alcohol / Smoking
- Entertainment / Celebrities
- Environment
- Love / Relationships
- Movies / Music / TV
- Pop Culture / Trends
- School / College
- Social Issues / Civics
- Spirituality / Religion
- Sports / Hobbies
All Hot Topics
- Bullying
- Community Service
- Environment
- Health
- Letters to the Editor
- Pride & Prejudice
- What Matters
- Back
Summer Guide
- Program Links
- Program Reviews
- Back
College Guide
- College Links
- College Reviews
- College Essays
- College Articles
- Back
I lost everything I didn't intend to.
My belief that starving myself would
Provide me with happiness, but your
Company wouldn’t, always baffled
People considering you were “The best
Thing to ever happen to me.” Although,
Arguably the 30 pounds I lost at
The beginning of this year would be.
I favored food over love because it’s
Something you can actually touch and
I craved control, which my heart did not
have. Your hands always soothed my
aching muscles due to the heat they
Generated but you always said they
Felt like ice to you, so you placed them
In-between my legs to warm them up.
After the month I spent bent over the
Toilet purging my parent’s arguments
And my social anxiety you told me to
Choose between what I love and my
First love. You left your headphones
Behind when you left- you always hated
Losing them. I lost 10 pounds.
Later, people will say that this
Disorder is what killed me, but
I think that when the front door
Slammed shut the night you left,
You took anything that may have
Been alive in me.
Your headphones remain
Tangled up next to my bed.
Similar Articles
JOIN THE DISCUSSION
This article has 0 comments.