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you are slowly becoming the most important thing in my life
i am singing your favorite song in my head
as i walk through the hallways
of a school i don’t want to be in.
i am thinking of you the way i always do
and i am thinking of how weird everything is.
i kinda like the way i have random insight on life
in the middle of another shallow thought,
but at the same time
it’s way too much responsibility
to have to remember the meaning of life
when i also have to study for my chemistry test.
science is unimportant, though,
and i’d much rather use my time
memorizing the lyrics that you listen to late at night
when i am not there,
but should be.
i do not want to know things
or write things or live.
you scare me because you make it seem okay
that i am willing to waste my life away
also, it scares me that you don’t feel the way i do.
i should not give up for you,
i should just give up on you,
but that’s not something i can do.