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Far Away

April 30, 2013
By NextGen GOLD, Hillsboro, Ohio
NextGen GOLD, Hillsboro, Ohio
17 articles 10 photos 8 comments

Favorite Quote:
"Tragedy is when I cut my finger. Comedy is when you fall into an open sewer and die." - Mel Brooks


Oh.

So you've been cutting.

Huh.

Right.

So...

What exactly were you expecting me to say?

“Oh my gosh, I'm so sorry!”

“I feel so bad for you!”

“I wish I could take your pain away!”

I could say any of those things.

But it wouldn't matter.

Not one bit.

Because you haven't been talking to me.

So how am I supposed to communicate my feelings?

Huh?

Tell me.

Tell me!

Do you have any idea what it's like?

I see those cuts all over your arms...

And I just want to fade away.

Did I cause those?

Did I?

I did, didn't I...

“I'm sorry.”

That's what I want to say.

But I can't.

I won't.

My brain won't let me.

So here I am.

Just standing here.

You're over there.

We're only a few feet apart.

Hardly a distance at all, it seems.

But that's a lie.

There are miles between us -

Invisible, un-see-able,

But very feel-able.

And that empty space between us...

It feels like the empty space in my heart.

The space I've been trying to fill with something -

Anything!

But without you...

Anyway.

Enough of my pointless sob story.

Quit cutting yourself, you moron.

Because I'm silently begging you to stop.

Because I hate to see you do this to yourself.

Because...

Well...

Because I love you.


The author's comments:
To the my best friend, who knows me better than I know myself, and told me I should start letting people read my work and quit being so shy about it.

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