It's intoxicating
Wishing I could bleed the truth out
Not having to say it so the taste of those words would never stay
Those few times I've attempted
Like acid running up and down my throat
On the floor pounding it
I breath
And as I shut my mouth I feel it slowly settling back in
Beginning to course through my veins
Tattooing its self to my heart
Growing dark and once again taking control
I try to separate myself from it
But everything about it
Seductive
Alluring
I fight every day
It wares at me a little more
Slowly loosing the grip to what's my reality
I can feel the light closing
As if I were going blind
Lunging my body away from it
It whispers to me
It's breath sweet
Telling me to stop
The feeling begins to drain from my body
I stop moving
And we become one