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Why Daddy

April 23, 2013
By Anonymous

Long sleeved shirts,
to cover the marks.
Dark blue and black,
covering all body parts.

Screaming heard down the road,
crying heard across the street.
Why daddy, why.

Glass shattered across the room,
speckled with blood.
sweeping up my life with the broom,
fluids mixed with mud.

sleeping on cement floors,
crying myself to sleep
tormented in my dreams,
promises no one can keep.

Marks around my neck,
pain inside no one sees
inside I'm a wreck,
no one knows what i't s like to be me.

At school they taunt and tease me.
Because i'm not good in public.
i don't understand how people work,
i want to learn, but i'm outcast.

Blood drips down my arms at night,
seeping into my sheets.
wanting to give up this everlasting fight,
to the end, you have first row seats.

Why daddy, why.


The author's comments:
I'm a high school student, leaving for the U.S. Marines. My entire childhood my dad abused me, physically, emotionally and mentally. I wasn't well with people because i was kept away from them and didn't know how to act. People didn't see the pain in my eyes, unless they were the few who cared enough to be my friend or date me. I had one boyfriend for 3 years, he was mentally and emotionally abusive to me, and knew the pain in my eyes. I was bullied my freshman year of high school so much i ended up in the hospital, now in my last year, I don't go to school, living with my mom, i get tutored so avoid the bullying. I'm going to my boyfriends prom, but i can't go to school o i can avoid having to go back to the phsyc.

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