i rememeber when
we put you in the ground
lifeless , cold , dead
harsh , its all too harsh
and plain
plain out there to see
flaunting you r death
like a victorious ending
to a courageous journey

but its not
you took yourself from the world
ripped from my life
selfish
makes me hateful

what hope do i have ?
you were beautiful
smart
charismatic
everyone loved you

but you didnt love you
you hated you
like i hate you
black , deep , dark , cold

i told you too
thats why you did it
you said i was all you had left

i left
so you did too

goodbye and im sorry
tears and tears
my little cousins cried and my little brother screamed

shut up
you all didnt even know her
shut up
shes gone
she killed herself

she stole herself

Narcissistic
now shes dead


and im sorry