I can feel it
The stiffness spreading
Though out my body
Starting at my toes
The pins and needles hits me with each step my heel hits the marble floor

Then it's like a snake slithering to my knees
I feel the tightness wrap around my knees like a snake wrapping its prey's neck till it dies

My legs are tight and stiff
I don't want to move
I want stop rushing to third hour
I want to take a break and rest

My hands are clench into a fist
Tears are forcing to leak out
My face is brick red
And I rush into the hallway
With my head down

Trying to avoid any eye contact
Because if someone see me with crystal clear liquid rolling down my face

They will ask a daring question
"Are you okay?"
I will stare at the them with my face red and tears flooding my face like a dam that broke

How to do I tell someone who doesn't really understand the pain I feel when I walk
How tell them the pain that I face everyday

My pain is a monster from a nightmare
A nightmare that knows my weakness and secrets

Even when I"m happy and fine
Pain hides though the lines on my hands waiting for them to clench up again