I am tired of being everything else for someone else......
I am not being everything but myself from now on.....
I am tired of people who are not considerate.......
I am one of those people.....
I am tired of being desperate...
for acceptance.....
I am tired of cruelness...
I am very cruel.......
I am tired of being angry....
Every second I am awake....
I am tired of being disappointed....
In myself.....
I am tired of hope.....
that just gets crushed....
I am tired of hating who i am.......
and people making me hate myself more......
I want to wake up from this nightmare.....
but I am not asleep......
I am awake.....