Happiness drains to pain and misery. Blown away by a cold winter breeze carrying nothing but frostbitten agony. The pain so much it threatens to strangle me and carry me away from all of this profanity. Searching for brighter skies where the ground will be warm from the suns gentle kiss. I roam alone looking for something I will never find for it does not exist. Perfection which was once a dream now haunts my memories always threatening to resurface and destroy me yet again conquering my soul with darkness and despair. Death finds me slowly carrying me home to safety whilst I slowly break to pieces and crumble he picks me back up again and sends me on my way now searching in eternity.