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Put Your Pencil Down

January 23, 2013
By Charlotte Lee PLATINUM, New York City, New York
Charlotte Lee PLATINUM, New York City, New York
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Put your pencil down
Close your notebook
Sit back
Shut your eyes
As her quiet voice continues to tickle my ears,
I begin to bite my lips and pull out strands of hair
One after the other
It doesn’t stop and I feel as though I am sitting in the waiting room of a nursery school when her voice becomes a song, and a clap and a big circle of babies and mommies.
My notebook is sitting right there
In front of me,
Partially propped open by the pen stuck in the middle
Middle, middle, monkey in the middle
Chant the children on the roof of the schoolhouse
As more and more children gather around to watch the game, I feel her vibrating voice almost touching me.
Her fingers wiggle onto my desk and pull the pen out of the book
Book, book, story time story, cry the kids in a circle on a rug in a room with the lights set dim,
and the nap mats out and the squeaking, rattling toys, tucked under their arms
Listening to this teacher go on with something she claims to relieve stress
Stress what stress?
I’m never stressed
I’m stressed right now that my pen is missing and my fingers aren’t moving
Because I need to move my fingers
I need to open my eyes
And see,
See the backs of heads, and the edges of books and bags and
Waxed floors and even watch the dust float up from the eraser when she taps it against the chalkboard
Man, I am bored
Shifting positions doesn’t help because I am trapped in the circle of mommies and babies singing and clapping
and winding up the jack in a box and letting it burst and laugh and cause kids to cry
Crying, crying, tears rolling down cheeks
And juice dripping out of bendy straws
And she wants the red one but so does he
So they argue and argue until Mrs….
MRS. Teacher comes over and…
Takes my notebook away.
Does she see me when I open my eyes to glimpse at my lonely notebook
Can she hear me reciting this poem?
Now that they are both gone, all I have left to do is listen to what she is actually saying.
Saying, speaking, lecturing, preaching
None of the above
She is humming while whispering
And snapping to a beat
Beat, feet, a thousand little feet
Stampeding onto the roof of the school
He rips off her shoe and pulls out its lace and runs
She chases him, begging him, eventually giving up and kneeling down to him for her shoe and the lace that was once weaved ever so perfectly up the tongue and tied at the top in a bow that could never be made again.
And I will never have my pen again
Well I might, but it wont feel the same
Because the rubber grip at the tip will have someone else’s sweat on it
And I will never remember the pages between which it sat
Because I didn’t have time to memorize
Because I didn’t know shed take it away
And place it in a drawer
Or a shelf in a closet
Her voice is getting smaller and softer
And slowly all I can hear is gum being unwrapped and teeth clenching down,
people opening their notebooks
clicking down on their pens
But I cannot
I am stuck
In a circle
On a rug
In a room

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