January 15, 2013
My heart has reached its limit.
My mind can’t focus.
My whole being crumbles just when his touch grazes my skin.
My blood rushes to my cheeks when he does something as simple as smiling, or calling my name.

I’ve recently discovered that I’m not who I thought I was.
I get nervous when he is laughing with another girl.
I become angry when he touches somebody other than me.
I am a giant green monster – a jealous being.

That’s my limit.
That is the reason I’ve decided to let him go, for the sake of my known self.
That my friends, is the biggest challenge I have ever faced.

Because every time I see him smile, my walls collapse.
Because every time we’re alone, all the good memories revisit me.
Because of his charm, it’s impossible to quit.

The Cycle Repeats. Repeats. Repeats.

It will never stop.

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