I'm not depressed, i recently created a roleplay character who became blind, she lost her sight and it scares her, but she can still hear and feel and she is so thankful for that. It got me to thinking if she couldn't hear or feel would she see herself as nothing? Not knowing what was going on in any way how could she know if someone was watching and if someone cared. So, ya I know this sounds way dark but its not exactly meant to be taken that way.

Stop and think, would you wonder if you were nothing if you could not hear or see or even feel? How could you really know you still existed