Not seeing your face everyday,
Turns my world a little more grey.
You were the inspiration for my life,
the one man shining bright.
But that one November day,
I was at a loss for words to say.
They told me you were taken away,
I dropped to my knees to pray.
Not only to pray,
but to say,
say I hated the world for taking you away.
to say I needed you to be here for me,
to sculpt me into the person I wanted to be.
Over one year later the pain remains,
while I am still playing in this selfish game.
But I have learned a few things,
every person loses a beloved human being.
It may be hard now,
But nobody will ever know what the future allows.
Strength and courage you give me,
I just wish that you could only see,
See the woman I’ve become,
and woman I will grow to be.