This poem is about the inner turmoil I face everyday knowing that I cannot do certain things just because other people have told me that I can't do them. And I long to break free from their rules and rebel, but I am afraid that my athorities are right and that it will only hurt. Sometimes I wonder what would happen if I just took a peek at the forbidden for once, if I just secretly crossed the line. But I always turn back in fear.
The poem itself is more on the subject of love. You see my parent's wont allow me to have romantic relations with anybody they don't approve of and it is extremely difficult to get their approval anymore, so obviously I've had several "Secret lovers" but none of them have turned out like I've planned, most all of them were hid behind a mask of loveliness until they decided they didn't want me anymore, then out came the demon my parent's warn me about.