i hide behind the eyes of a little girl who life is wonderful. i hate what has become of me. i hate what i have done to you i hurt you.i cry myself to sleep at night thinking of the way that i hurt you.i wish i could just hold you one last time. i can't forgive myself for the pain i put you through. you are an amazing person who needs someone who is not me. yes i did love you, yes i did care about you but i haven't treated you right. i wish i can see myself with a guy like you, but i can't do it i don't know why. i want to be with you and only you.