My Thoughts of Him

November 30, 2012
The only one I want
The only one I need
Gone in an instant
My first crush
My first love
My thoughts
My dreams
My world
They all revolve around him
And now they are gone as well
Why do I still feel the way I do
After all the things he put me through
I just do
We took a risk
We loved
We lost
I still do
Does he love me too
Or is he playing games
He's nice then He's mean
He loves her
But flirts with me
He leaves me in a daze
Just a glance
Just a gaze
That's all it takes these days
To make me smile
To make me melt
For him I would walk a thousand miles
Would he do the same for me
From His eyes
To His nose
To His ears
To His toes
Some see flaw
I see perfection
Not only on the outside
But on the inside as well
He's always there
But does he care
Does he know I care
My lost love
The one that got away
Does she know she stole the most precious prize
The apple of my eyes
Does she know
He was once mine
But that was only for a short period of time
But those were the best days of my life
I had my chance
The scars hold true
But now my world is blue
Bluer than her eyes
Seeing her with you
So blue
How can I compete
She is the face of beauty
Blond hair
Blue eyes
But still I won't surrender
Even though she has it all
Soon enough she will fall
(After all were only fourteen)
Soon my beauty shall be seen
But how long will I have to fight
For my shining knight
When his kingdom is gone and dead
My shoulder will be a safe place to rest his head
Though he's not the type to cry
It couldn't hurt just to try
Give me another chance
One more time to call you mine
One more time to say I love you
One more time to hold you close
Because it is you I truly miss
When we were one
I swear it was so much fun
You made me feel special when I felt average
You told me I was beautiful even when I wasn't
You made me important when I was a nobody
You always knew what to say when I was having a terrible day
I could make you feel better than anyone could ever think about
I promise
After your reading all this
And watching your expression
I think I'm brave enough to say it
I think...
I love you

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JNajeraO1205 said...
Feb. 17, 2013 at 2:56 pm
This is really cute! Nice job! Whoever you aim for must be blind because a girl with faith and purity is hard to find. Good luck. Maybe you should look to bond with someone else as well as he did. Just some advice. lol. Great job!
Angel8645 said...
Dec. 3, 2012 at 9:58 am
I forgot to put a couple of things in and I'm not really sure what type of poem this is. It's just a bunch of things that came into my head. Comment and rate plzzzzzzzz =)
CapturedHearts replied...
Jan. 10, 2013 at 9:13 am
So beautiful
Angel8645 replied...
Jan. 10, 2013 at 11:06 am
Thank you!
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