Reasons of my life

It is all messed up
My parents don’t understand me
They never help me solve my problems
They ignore me
Sometimes I can understand it
But other times I just want to leave
This world is my life
But every day
Being the way I am
The way people treat me
The way people ignore me
Makes me just want to crawl in a hole and disappear
People say I am a teacher’s pet
But do they don’t actually know what my life is about
Do they know the reason I do what I do
The reason I am shy and why I shake
The reason I smile and why I wear sweaters
The reason I cry and don’t talk
I know what people say about me
That I am useless
That I am weird
I know who I am
I know what I want
MY NAME IS AMBER … AND THATS WHAT MAKES ME, ME