I don’t know how I feel right now
Or who I even am
I pray in time that I can find
The answer to this scam

Hidden behind lying eyes
For better and for worse
I see my soul dead
In a long sleek black hearse

Billions of people in this world
Where do I fit in
My heart so heavily in the world
I am my own burden

If yet I looked into my own eyes
Id see my own trickery
Id move along as though im fine
Behind the eyes of mystery

My heart so set in stone outside
A new adventure begins
As an old melting heart
Is really what’s within

I need pulled out of this awful stage
A stage of lying and hate
Where is the lord in me
Now is the time to repent

How I wish I could turn back father time
And take those sins away
Oh how I wish mother nature
Could take me back to the good days

The days when I was so sure of myself
When wrong never seemed right
And when I didn’t understand temptation
Satan’s evil plight

But as I in darkness stand alone
I think from time to time
Maybe I’m not so alone
Maybe im just fine

I guess I wanted worldly things
Over my own faith
Maybe my heart won’t be so sore
If only I wasn’t so late