Sadistic and Alone

October 26, 2012
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I am sadistic and alone
I wonder what my death will be like
I hear spirits crying out to me
I see my ambition slowly fading away
I want a future to be free from pain
I am sadistic and alone

I pretend to feel sympathy for those when they need it
I feel like an empty tunnel when making a hard decision
I rip the hearts of others
I worry that I will never change
I cry to the thought of losing my own spirit
I am sadistic and alone

I understand that we all die, so why wait
I say be full of self pity
I dream of only pleasure and pain
I try not to look at myself the same
I hope that one day this will all change
I am sadistic and alone.

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jj77 said...
Jul. 1, 2013 at 5:19 pm
Your refrain using "sadistic and alone" is powerful.
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