The Strength To Forgive

They say to “love those like the Lord has loved you, and to forgive those who have wronged you, as He has forgiven you”.
But I am broken…
On the inside I'm lost and in need of guidance. Would I be a fool to forgive a broken promise after so much time wasted?
Or would I be selfish if I didn't and continued on forward pretending that I didn't know because of my fear of being lonely.
Would I be weak and stupid to forgive a dishonest soul?
The soul whom I once called my love?
Or would I be strong to erase him from my thoughts and never look back.
I am broken and lost.
In need of your guidance,
And in search for The Strength to Forgive.
Oh I know it's only fair because my maker has forgiven me.
But it hurts too much to think about the offense being done to me.
What do I do, where do I go now?
Actions speak louder than words, but your words have left me empty and alone,
Searching for The Strength to Forgive and move on.