1

Every night I shed a tear

As all the thoughts I held dear

Slowly fade away

2

Thoughts of you linger in my brain

Bringing back a mixture of emotions

Giving life to the almost dead feelings I had for you

3

Thoughts of you and me running through my head

Tears brimming my eyes

Fighting so hard to keep it in

4

I don’t want this anymore

You’re presences haunting me

Killing me slowly

5

This pain makes me want to die

Slowly the ice is forming thicker in my heart

Is it a good thing or just bad?

6

They say misery loves company

But I can’t just let it all out

How I keep doing this I’ll never know because even to me it's all a mystery

7

I’ll get through this

One day I’ll look back and won't feel what I do now

I’ll be able to laugh every time I think of you

8

I’ll never hate you nor will I ever love you

The way I once did.

A love so strong that it was just foolish

9

I wonder how I ever allowed myself to fall for you

I’ll be damned if I ever fall for you again

Because I’d rather die then live through this again

10

Tell me how will I ever trust someone again

Knowing that they could also betray me

The walls surrounding me are getting higher

11

Never again will I let anyone enter the world behind my walls

For it shall remain hidden

From those who only want to harm me

12

Slowly everything’s changing

I’m changing becoming a different person

Never to repeat the mistakes once committed in the past

13

Love... its said to be a beautiful thing but it's just a lie
Love is giving someone the ability to destroy your heart but trusting them enough not to and when they do that love that was once shared between two people vanishes and leaves on heart completely destroyed and the other unharmed never to know the pain of a broken heart