Sadness creeps into my veins
as if it belongs to my body
My heart pumps it through and accepts its fate
Happiness no longer exists for me
I have lost everything that i need
She is gone, at a young age
Pulled away from life while suffering
and left in a box to crumble
My sister loved me and i loved her
Our lives will never be the same
We were separated from a future that belonged to us
but she is the oldest and smartest
and i trust god to keep her
Until i come and join her
That thought brings me sadness
and yet again it creeps into my veins and holds my body cold and i feel nothing.