the black veins encircle my bleeding heart
they flow around me
like the wind in the air
its my addiction
its like my drug
i need it to survIve
it keeps people at a distance
so i cant get hurt
please don't take my hand
please don't make me trust
stay at a distance
so i can stay in my trance
I've been living it for so long
its my addiction
its like my drug
its now embedded in me beating heart
and it has to stay
please hear what i am saying
i need it
its my curse, my drug
if I'm with you it begins to crumble
and I'm more vulnerable than ever
i need my drug
i cant rid my addiction
please stay at a distance
and hear what i am saying
its my wall