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I want denial
I NeeD denial
Save me.

I want it all
To stop spinning
Occurring
Too
QuicK
4 human health
Never
Stops
Leaping and jerking
Around the
ClocK


Roller Coaster in my heart
Pounding in my
Chest
Too much
I want to puke
My
Life
OuT

When did I become
This person
Does not fit
Does not seem
ReaL

This is crazy
I do not want this
Where did it
Come from
This
Is
Not
Me

I need to
Flee
Get away
To a
Giggly perception
Where
Music dances
And
All is swell

Too much
Sorrow
In my soul
Too much
Pain
From
The
Memories

From me-
The old
The real
I messed up
But when i
Disappear
inTO myself
I am good
Life is good

Only because
I can ForgeT
Only because
I can
Relax_x_x_x

All you hear
Are the notes
All you see
Are the beats
And
Bouncing
Breasts
With dancing feet

When I run
I can ForgeT
I can stop
Sweating
From
Nervousness
About me

The past
The pain
Flies away
And I hope
That
The morning
Will be
JollY

In the morning-
When the SuN
Comes
Out

But
In the morning
It is not.
There are
No more
Illusions
Or funk
Just sadness

Because the past
Still
Happened
I messed up
I hate this
I want to
Be
Happy and
Calm and
Carefree

I want denial
I NeeD denial
Save me.




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HaileySandenThis teenager is a 'regular' and has contributed a lot of work, comments and/or forum posts, and has received many votes and high ratings over a long period of time. This work has been published in the Teen Ink monthly print magazine. said...
Jan. 29, 2013 at 12:39 am:
This is so good! You're so creative. I love how your writing is so...kinetic. You somehow bring these words to life--you build them into such real emotions. And it's so relatable to me, I can't even really explain it. This is one of those rare times I don't mind being at a loss for words. Great work! :)
 
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