In utter confusion
I run from room to room
looking,seeking,searching
for some unknown truth
yet from deep within
I fight what I have
I hide behind a mask of joy
but deep within
I'm wanting to run
to figure out a truth
something that I can claim and
will never have to let go
yet as your words fall
fall out to seek my attention
I believe but I run
my tears dont fall
but they are there
hidden behind a mask
a mask I claim not to have
you take my hand
and squeeze it tight
yet in fear I pull away
and I try to run
But... I reach out
reach out to you
to stop your pain
yet confusion is all i feel
a confusion that's full of longing
longing to stay
to stay tightly in your embrace
yet my fear controls
and i want to take flight
but my heart breaks
with the never ending confusion
that rings loud and clear
within my head.