You speak behind my back
Like I am some criminal
You call me so you can reject my invitation
Like I am somebody you don’t know
I keep every secret that I tell you
And you say you will
But only keep one
That secret is not even mine
We are not sisters
We are not best friends for life
We are not best friends
We are not friends
We are not enemy’s
And we are certainly not true friends

If I jump, the question is
Will you even look back?
If I walk, the question is
Will you just walk the other way?
If I say we aren’t friends, the question is
Will you accept or just laugh in my face?
If I die, the question is
Will you look back at any of these things?
Or will you not even spare one tear?

For the fact that I am already dead inside
For I am already at the bottom
For I hold my tears back when you insult me
For the fact that you don’t care

Just to tell you I am already back
I am at the top of the chain
Just when you figure out
That you were so mean
When you think I will take you back
But I reject

You will feel all of those things
While I have another chance at
Life
Friends
And love