It's pretty bad when you have a dream that the one person you never want to see again is watching you sleep.
Then you wake up and have to look around to see if the dream is real.
Those kind of dreams make you paranoid.

You feel like your being watched every time you walk somewhere.
You start to wonder if he is still waiting for that one chance to make his move.
The chance to make sure you no longer exist.
The chance for his revenge.
Your mind starts to race and panic.

You wait for him to make his move so you can make yours.
You will end his life before he does yours.
You want him to pay for the years of pain and suffering you had to go through because of him.
The loss you dealt with now turns to hate and anger.

You want him to feel everything you have felt.
You want him to know what it's like to have flashbacks and relive everything over and over again.
You want him to feel the pain that you have felt.

You want him to feel helpless and scared like you did.
You want him to be labeled for what he really is.
Not just a slap on the wrist and four months in jail and only a level two sex offender but as the monster he really is.
You want revenge.
You want to see him pay for everything.
Maybe someday he will.