I feel all these emotions running through my head

feels like I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place

I don't want to miss you yet I do

my sweet 16 a week or two ago, never bothered to say hello

No letter, phone call, or e-mail
saying dear daughter happy sweet 16

you don't even miss me it's been 4 years since I've seen your face

4 years away from the shame, and yet I wonder why I care so much

Why I let it hurt my heart the way it does

I'm so mad at you but I miss you terribly so

I'm so tired of feeling hurt so tired of giving you my everything and getting nothing in return

16 years of my life I've had no mom been without cause you wouldn't grow up

you only care yourself and all the drugs, put yourself before everyone else

Now it's to put me first and worry about myself