What do I do to let you go? When all I want is to hold you close. How do i leave you alone? When loving you is all I know. How do I tell you how I feel? When I cant even prove this is real. Confusion, so deep. keeping me from sleep. Confusion, so loud. flowing all around. It sets me deep on stun. From it I cant run. Tonight I will shed my tears. The same I've been holding for years. If I try to let you go, I know I would. If I try to hold you close, If I try to impose, I know I could. Cause I know I should. But how do i hide this sadness? how do i save myself from this madness? how do i escape this stress? when i love you to death. Confusion, so deep. keeping me from sleep. Confusion, so loud. flowing all around. a pain oh so great. leaving terror in its wake. who am i to change my fate? why cant i control these stakes? who are you to control me? while you leave me so lonely. who in this world can i trust? when i know they'll all just bust. what kind of person have i become? when love is no longer fun. where can i go to hide? when i have lost all my pride. why cant i just move on? when will my love be gone? Confusion, so deep. keeping me from sleep. Confusion, so loud. flowing all around. loving you is crazy. putting my mind in a frenzy. truth is i love you so. and its something you must know.
August 16, 2012