movements so slight
didn't even realize
his arms holding me
faces so close
afraid to breath
his warmth on my cheek
lips so close
electricity zings through me
the first kiss
extend to a second
third
fourth
fifth
beginning to lose count
he murmurs secrets in my lips
I'm afraid that I'm not afraid
worries wash away
the perfect moment
his rings jingling on my fingers
his lips dancing on my neck
fingers brush down my face
like butterfly wings
stopping to rest on my hips
then he stops
his eyes change
my stomach clenches up
he looks away
whispers "i choose her"
i wake up
heart broken again