Look Right Through Me

July 29, 2012
By TertleWacks PLATINUM, Elizabeth, Pennsylvania
TertleWacks PLATINUM, Elizabeth, Pennsylvania
24 articles 15 photos 3 comments

Favorite Quote:
I am an ocean. I am the sea. There is a world inside of me. ~ Bring Me the Horizon
We're young and in love. The heart attacks are waiting to happen. Come a little closer. Tell me those three little words. ~Bring Me The Horizon


It's as if I'm not even talking.
I'm not even here.
It's as if nobody cares when I disappear.
What the Hell is wrong with me?
Is it my personality?
When people stare, do they acknowledge me?
I wonder if I really exist.
I must be a ghost.
Or just somebody that nobody wants to talk to.
I think I'm a good person.
I just over think with common sense.
I have lots of fears and doubts and too much thought going on in my head.
I want to talk to people.
To get these thoughts out of my head.
But, I'm too scared.
People are mean.
They are so mean.
Sometimes, I wish I was an animal.
A predator.
So I won't fear people.
People will fear me.
But, that sounds too controlling.
In fact, it sounds communist.
I want to be nice.
But, not so nice that everyone takes advantage of me.
I want to be important.
But, I don't want to turn mean.
My problem is that I have too many problems.
I hate it.
This must be why people don't look at me.
They don't talk to me.
They don't even notice I'm in the room.
And when they do look at me, talk to me, and finally notice me,
they look right through me.


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on Sep. 21 2012 at 8:20 pm
ThatShyGirlintheCorner GOLD, Burgettstown, Pennsylvania
11 articles 6 photos 8 comments

Favorite Quote:
"Just because you're having a good day, doesn't mean the world no longer sucks!"

i just gave you 5 out of 5 stars =) i really like your work. this one is so relateable. "my problem is that i have too many problems." me too.

keep up the good work! =) 

on Aug. 7 2012 at 11:02 pm
TertleWacks PLATINUM, Elizabeth, Pennsylvania
24 articles 15 photos 3 comments

Favorite Quote:
I am an ocean. I am the sea. There is a world inside of me. ~ Bring Me the Horizon
We're young and in love. The heart attacks are waiting to happen. Come a little closer. Tell me those three little words. ~Bring Me The Horizon

Thank you to whoever gave me 1 out of 5 stars. You're a real champ.


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