It's not innate
This hostile state
Demonic hate
Watch as I obliterate
All that is sound
Watch as I decimate
everything around
Languished love
I'm the lone rogue
Incinerate the dove
calignosity I sow
Like disolves like
The chemical feeling
Affinity's bite
I've lost meaning
Never wished to be
Never thought I could
She was life to me
Never thought I would
I ask for too much
I beg for the sun
I deserve the darkness
Away from everyone
Love's as strong as hate
they're not far apart
Do not commiserate
It was there from the start
Forget me so I can too
Or love me like I do
But time heals
And so will I
I hope she does
My guilt subsides