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Diary Dear...

July 17, 2012
By kpopwondergirl BRONZE, Lexington, Massachusetts
kpopwondergirl BRONZE, Lexington, Massachusetts
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I am from romance,
from the noble, clear ring of his name.
I am from that one man who sets my heart afire with his tender affection.
I am from the warm, gentle pressure of his palm upon mine
as I gaze upon that face...
that face for which I had been longing even before I first saw it.

I'm from bombs,
from guns and plans and diagrams.
I'm from secrets discreetly whispered behind closed doors,
from justice and liberty,
words that gradually build and build until they reach a deafening crescendo --
REBELLION.
I'm from the distant promise of freedom.

I'm from that cruel, evil sadist,
the grinning demon whose name I carry in my left shoe;
From another man whose betrayal has left me lost
in a forest of nightmares and dreams.
His name I carry in my right shoe.

My heart,
raw and aching with the pain of being young,
is laid bare on your pages, diary dear.
I am from these moments --
passionate, thrilling, painful --
that will forever lie in your pages,
documenting the flight of butterfly number two.


The author's comments:
This piece is written from the point of view of Maria Teresa, a character from Julia Alvarez's novel "In the Time of the Butterflies." In many ways, I feel I can relate to this character's passionate and adventurous attitude. While reading the book, I was intrigued by her slightly melodramatic but hauntingly beautiful diary passages that recount the struggles of life in the Dominican Republic during the regime of Rafael Trujillo. Through this piece, I wanted to convey the depth and duality of Maria Teresa's character.

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