Drowning yet still breathing
Alone but people are all around
Crying and no tears fall
Screaming with no sound

Pleading for you everyday
Silent hatred is flung around
regrets are heavy
But I just want you here

Counting the hours, days and months
The door is always closed; never opens
That house is empty and my heart numbs
Still I wait and hope for you to return

Living in the past
Makes it harder to move on
Your picture still sits on my nightstand
And you flood my thoughts everyday.

The pain is excruciating
I have yet to mourn
I hope that day never comes
'Cause I will never accept you're gone.