Change

you were here for a second,
then you were gone,
lack of emotion,
it's the meds that im on.

eating and bipolar disorders,
major depression too,
if that's what made you go,
i can change for you.

i rely on medication,
yet i still slice now and then,
if that's what made you go,
i'll change for you again.

i purge when i can't take it,
and starve alot too,
if that's what made you go,
i can change for you.

i drink when i am desperate,
and get drunk now and then,
if htat's what made you go,
i'll change for you again.

yeah i'm messed up,
i understand if you don't want me,
but i love you,
so please stay with me.

i looked pathetic,
holding on to your hand,
and you pulling away,
saying let go of my hand.

you say forget me,
but that's not possible,
i can't forget the unforgettable,,
it's simply impossible.

give me chance,
i'll change okay,
starting with you,
i'll do whatever you say.