That moment when there's so many things going on in your head and you can't think straight. When there's so many would haves, could haves and whys floating all around in your head.. When you're making up all these excuses of why he's not talking to you. When you're just so desperate to know the truth. When you're trying to get him out of you're mind but out of the blue, you realize once again he's in your thoughts. When you don't want to be trapped in this embarrassment as you were in before. When you're trying so hard to keep calm, but since you care so much you feel as if there's no way.... That moment when you're scared that all those 'I Love Yous' and all those plans of being together were all just lies and you can feel yourself falling into pieces... again. </3