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Apologize

The pain
and memories
of what seems
so long ago
Comes back to haunt me

I'll not apologize
for the mistakes I've made
the people hurt
the relationships I destroyed
for being human
It was my fault
I tore it all apart
Bare hands
I'll not apologize
for a past
that still haunts me

I go back
to normal
Simply too normal
I have no words
from Jeremy
He only is a ghost
catching my eye
only once each day

I'll not apologize
for the mistakes I've made
the people hurt
the relationships I destroyed
for being human
I tore it all apart
Bare hands
I'll not apologize
for destroying past
to recreate a better future

I expect no
Sympathy or comfort
Just someone
I can love and laugh with
My friends
So old
The position of a protector
Saddening me
Here, I am needed
Jeremy wants me
Back together with us all
I feel more alone than ever

But I'll not apologize
for the memories that sting
the pain I bring
the destruction clearly behind me
for being human
It's always my fault
tearing it all apart
But I'll not apologize
for who I am
what you want so desperately to change



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