Time has flew by. Memories of friends and family and the smiles that follow them. Thinking back on the past and realize.. Was I wrong? Can I fix it? Pain overrides you as the memories come back clear as crystal. The time spent with him... the smiles, laughs, hugs, and kisses.. Was I wrong to let that go? Was he thinking the same thing? I pray that I knew what i was doing. Acting without my mind being present...Seeing that smile everyday but feeling the difference than before. Brings me to tears as I realize that it was done and in the past. I should try to overwrite the memories... forgive and forget, right? I look out my window at the shining, lone moon. I smile for I know you're looking at it too.
June 9, 2012